A tough question for gay

[PetieT]

I don't know if there are any gays here. It's been a long time since I realized that I love my friend. Not just as a friend, but as a boyfriend. But I've been straight my whole life. And I kind of like to fantasize about him, and I kind of dread the feeling. I'm very afraid that if I confess to him and we have something going on, I might not like having sex with him. Then our friendship is definitely over... I've tried gay porn, but I don't like what they do. Not so much disgust, more of a natural dislike of what they do. But it's a video, I can't tell them what to do. In short, I do not know what to do, admit it? What if I'm not gay?

[MandyLis]

A really difficult question. I would advise you not to be afraid of your feelings. In any case, it is better to do it and regret it once, than not to do it and regret it all your life. Or I have one more piece of advice. You could try going to a gay webcam. Here's a normal GayWebCam for you so you don't end up with some low-grade one. You can control your desires there. And it's anonymous, so no one will know. I hope you find yourself, friend. Good luck

[PetieT]

Thanks for the advice, I think it's worth a try... If I confess, I'll be sure to write about it here!