My body is full of pain today. I can feel it from my head to my toes. Today is going to be one of those days where I just lay around and do nothing. Yesterday I cleaned and did laundry.. no cleaning today. It is raining right now so maybe that is why I am feeling this way, but my medicating is not helping so far. Next week 2 special people are coming into town for a bit and that should cheer me up.. but right now I am feeling very lonely. I had a dream last night that someone loved me so much and took such good care of me.. he did everything for me and I for him.. when I woke up and no one was there and then realized I don't have that.. I cried for a bit as I am doing now. I know relationships are not the most important thing to me right now, but I would sure like to be in love and have someone be in love with me. The anxiety is rising.. I must medicate and try to relax.
Peace Love Unity Respect!!