I'm sorry girl. I hope things are better by now since this entry is a week old or so. The rain always seems to make my joints act up too.

Hi hun i've just read your post and i feel your pain,as no one should be alone.I've been married for almost 33 yre. and it's the only real thing that helps my pain.Drugs mask the pain for awhile but but love is the real cure.I'm not sure if your a pet person but i know for a fact that there a really big help.I suffer from really bad pain[back] and my wife has RA,so we both know about pain.And i agree about the weather that it's worse on rainey days.I'm sorry that your lonely and all i can do is be a friend to you.We have two dogs and believe it or not i believe they can sense when things are bad and have a way of making things go away,even if it's only for a little while.That unconditional love they give is a gift that i wish more people had.I'm very luckey to have someone and hope someone finds your good heart to be to there likeing,as everyone needs too be loved and cared for.Please count me as your friend and feel free to write me any time you wish. scarylarry [larry coleman] alpena Mi.

Thanks guys.. I got real bad after I wrote this and I am just now feeling a bit better mentally. Life sure likes to grab you and rip you from your happy place a lot of times.. at least for me it does.. I will prevail!